i feel like i'm drowning now, in people's distrust, in people's anger....

i feel like i'm suffocating from the new air that i breath...

i feel like a lost child, amid a sea of people...

and i feel all these because of my new responsibility....

here i am, one who stands before you i shout,

all of them want me to shout yet no one listens...

they walk a path that leads them back,

and they want someone to lead a different path,

yet,

they step infront and ask to be followed,

why then do i call myself a leader?

why i am not given the chance to prove my ways?

or is this just the time they need to learn my ways?

i'm sorry if this doesn't make sense to you... i'm just writing what i feel