sometimes, not knowing can be a blessing.... don't you think? no worries.... although it may seem like your mind is a blank or should we say white, like a piece of paper, like you jave no knowledge, but sometimes this white can also be like the soft fluffy clouds that cushion one from reality...

ha, you may think that being in one's own bubble, can be said to be ignorant about the things that go on around you, but sometimes, just slow down and think for a moment, is it really that important? is it really important to go on in life, like everyone else, doing what can be done, sloving all problems, do we sometimes have to do it at the expense of happiness... don't get me wrong here, i don't mean to say that we should not go to school or not carry out our duties, i'm just saying, i would be nice, if i didn't know my problems just as yet, it's kinda one of those "it is better to be loved than never be loved before" kinda feeling okie....

*sigh* maybe i'm just escaping from my problems now...
maybe, i'm not up to it this time, like any other time,
is this time in my life just a phase like everyone says it is?
i feel that it has got something to do with me...
i don't know, i really don't....
or maybe i just don't want to realise it just as yet....