can you give up your believes, if they are so perfect, it's unachievable to many?

what is wrong when time after time, the same problem arises?

why jump into a rage? why?






i feel,

the ouside slowly hardening,

i can't breath...











i feel,

the inside falling,

falling to a place i never knew,

i feel cold, cold from within,

i'm lost,

confused,

why should it hurt to be right?







soon, i think soon,

it'll be alright...

either i have steeled myself cold,


or to fall too long, into the little place,




a small little place that you put me.




is it so sad that when you cry, you mock yourself?





i can't breath







i can't breath.





























i can't breath.