running away is the best thing i do now....
running away from my responsibilities

i'm tired,
i'm bored,
i'll do it later,
i'm sick-haha

what's wrong with me?
how did i let myself become like that?
life has changed for me....
with the people in my life,
what i want to become has changed,
what i was once good at is now no more,
and i'm not going to blame anyone but myself for letting this happen,
no one should take the blame( but the government)-haha

i watched a show on happiness just now-just shoot 2
there where many different definations of happiness
happiness is in making the right choice
happiness is a state of mind

so what is happiness anyway?
i think happiness should being able to love someone and have someone love you? No?
i think happiness is a funny feeling you get when you laugh
i think it is watching something sleep peacfully, animal or person
i think happiness should be you,
so thank you for you...


note i had taken medication so i just make not may sense....haha